a rough few days...

it's been a rough few days. i went home last weekend for wedding errands and to see my family. it was nice to see them, but a tough visit home. i drove home through the snow storm, nearly getting into an awful accident. it took me 6 hours (better than my friend MJ who was in her car for close to 8 or 9...).

two arguments with my folks and some devastating news from my brother and i'm back in MA.

yesterday, i made my bridesmaids buy dresses that are horribly expensive (and they will never wear again...) and have been dealing with the guilt from that. additional problem: the dresses will be coming in very close to the wedding date.

today, i found out that my brother and sister-in-law lost their baby. blair was 18 weeks along when they found some problems on friday. Joshua Michael, 11 oz and the size of blair's hand, was born this afternoon. they're considering a service. please keep them in your prayers.

the sun better come out soon, because this girl could use some good news.