still here

i'm back. i had a rough start to 2008. i got sick on new year's eve and passed out. then i got better and went back to work only to get sick again. but i think i'm finally better.

i had a rough day yesterday. i missed everything that i had up in mass so badly. i don't know why. i spent two years wanting this, wanting to be here, wanting to be his wife. i'm not saying that i would give this up for anything in the world (i certainly wouldn't). i just had this moment of confusion. as if the grass could really be greener there. it's over now. thankfully.

in good news, i got my first grant. i guess that means i can stay at dbc. :-)