"...i couldn't help but wonder..."

i think the buddha was onto something. or maybe i'm just crazy. i'm not sure. but it seems that wanting what you'll never have is indeed a significant root of suffering. i can't figure out why i want what i don't have. i have an amazing life. i have a fabulous career (well, the little sprouts of one...), great friends, a wonderful place to live, a beautiful and loving family. why isn't that enough? why do i want things that are always just beyond my reach? why am i desiring something that was idealized but never really realized? maybe i just need to take a nap. i know i need to stop listening to this damn music...