I'm dying to know, do you do you like dreaming of things, so impossible or only the practical

so i've recently become obsessed with taking pictures. i started a couple weeks ago as a way to "express" how i was feeling because words just didn't seem to cut it. anyway, it's been a great way for me to attempt to relax or at least gather my thoughts.

a lot of time has gone into what i want my life to be. i've realized that i'm a fairly boring person with so little to say beyond academic-ese. what happened to me? last year was so great and so much fun and now i come home do work, and hang out with my cat (which i love, don't get my wrong). i just wish i knew where i was going or at least how to enjoy the ride. i'm too young to be watching tv so often. i think entirely too much about the future that i'm starting feel like i'm missing the present. i need to fix this and soon...